1. I know I shouldn’t, but I miss you so bad. Why did you have to go?
2. I’m flattered for the proposition, thank you for this opportunity! :) Let’s do this!
3. Wait for me, I’m coming.
4. I don’t want to deal with all this anymore, if this is how you treat me.
5. Kiss me. Right here. Right now. No buts.
6. How could you just treat me this way? I thought you were my friend.
7. Let’s dye our hairs now, love! :>
8. I’ll show you all.
9. Don’t worry, I will make you proud. Just give me time. I love you.
10. I wish I never met you. The indifference is just too painful for me to bear. More painful than any person has ever made me feel when they hurt me. You’re just too important for me to ignore, even though it seems as if I don’t care.
It’s mah birthday tomorrow! :D :D :D I don’t even know what I’m excited about. Haha. To everyone who cares, there’s a gig tonight at Black Kings’ Bar in West Ave, Quezon City (hover over the link of Black Kings’ Bar to see map), where I shall celebrate my birthday once the clock strikes 12! There will be lots of bands (eighteen, I think?) plus food and beeeeeeer! ;)
Join us as we celebrate the month of May! (And also my birthday! Hihi.) EIGHTEEN FRICKIN’ BANDS IN ONE NIGHT FOR ONLY 55 BUCKS. San ka pa? ;D Let’s go to BKB nooooow!
So I’ve been thinking…
I’ve been pondering about this for quite a while now (since last year, to be exact) and I know that it hasn’t been long ever since the first time I’ve considered it but… I want to get a tat.
From whom I should get one is no problem. But WHAT I should have tattooed is something I have to think about and be sure of before I get one. It will forever be a part of me and I, of course, don’t want to regret what I have decided to get. What had been playing in my mind for quite some time now is the Latin word ‘semper’ (yes, I know, Latin is now a cliche for it’s already used by a lot of people who get tattooes - but heck, Latin is a beautiful language, I don’t care if it’s not as unique as alibata or whatnot) which I want to create an ambigram of. The other word could be ‘fidelis’ or ‘felicitas’, I don’t know. As I’ve said, I’m not sure yet. But one thing’s for sure: I believe that I would not regret having the word ‘semper’ tattooed on my back. :)
Another dilemma I’m having is that I don’t know what image I should choose. Words are good to have tattooed but still. Got any suggestions?
Whatever it may be, though, I am going to make sure that it has some significance. It has to be something of importance to me or else I really wouldn’t have it tattooed in the first place. Sigh. Getting a tat is so stressful. I’m very excited, though! Who wants to join me and share the pain of having a work of art etched in your body? :)
I give up. I’ve given everything I could possibly give you. I’ve had enough.
You just don’t understand, do you? I’m not after a relationship with you. I’m not even expecting us to be really good friends either. What I do expect, though, is to have our friendship intact. We can be friends without exactly being good friends, without exactly being close. That’s all I’m asking and yet this is how you treat me? I have given you everything. I gave you more than what I have given anyone else. I don’t care about your excuses because the way you are acting right now is very inexcusable. You can’t just act as if we’ve never gone through something. Especially since what we’ve gone through was something big. It was a huge part of my life, it gave a huge impact on my life. And when you left, it’s like a part of me died. Now, all I’m asking from you is simple and yet you can’t even give me that. What have I ever done to you that I deserve such treatment?
I actually thought we could still work this out. I actually hoped. Yearned. Desired. But I give up. I can’t keep on doing this anymore. When I called you with high hopes and a happy heart, I thought that somehow, in some way, I would be infectious and you would talk to me the same way I did to you. But then you were stone cold. Your answers were mere “okay”s, “ah”s, “thanks”, and “ewan ko”s. I don’t know why you’re like that. You were different before. Now? You’re not the guy I fell in love with anymore. I miss that guy. I would say that I hope he comes back but now I believe that hoping wouldn’t get me anywhere anymore. Because if the other party doesn’t want things to be the way you want them to be, nothing will happen, no matter how hard you try.
Now, I look at this vast limitless expanse and think that this is my life. I could do anything. I could be anything. Only one thing hindered me from doing so - you. Thanks for being a part of my life. Thanks for being a great inspiration. Thanks for helping me realize a lot of important things in life. Thanks for the memories. Thanks for everything. But now it’s time to say goodbye for the last time. And I will say this for the last time: I love you. I will always do, no matter how different you become, no matter how many guys I would love after you. You will always have that special place inside my heart, even though you don’t deserve it. Goodbye, my prince. Please treat your next a lot better than how you’re treating me.
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Anonymous asked: Hey, I know this is kind of late but is Drea still missing? Please update me. Appreciate it. Thanks. Can people just stop being anonymous please. She’s still not home, but that’s as far as I can tell. I can’t just post information on a public site for everyone to see. Tell me who you are and I just might consider updating you regarding this matter - but of course it still depends on your relationship with Dre. If you’re worth updating, then I shall by all means do so. But if not, sorry. |
